Hey guys, long time no see. I finally took all of my will to finish this project that I have started in december. Yes, in december. During this time, many things have happened; the last 6 months were full of moments of joy but of depression and stress as well. There were moments where I was just so dissatisfied with my life so that I almost gave up all of my hobbies, the people around me and myself. And I am still not happy. My mind just explodes when I think about my future, my current life, school, friends and my hobbies. I don't feel like I can and want to be the same person I used to be just half a year ago. I think many people are disappointed of me that I am not that funny and happy guy anymore, I just feel like I am trapped in my own thoughts and still have to find the exit out of there. I am a shy, close-mouthed and introverted person which gives me a lot of problems in the social life, I tried too many times to change this personality of me but it is not possible. I am just so angry about myself that I waste my time with one video that isn't even that good. So many concepts and ideas that just disappear because I always get lazy and lose motivation too fast. I'll definetly try to change that in the future. Anyways, besides that I am working on a relatively big schoolproject which is going to be a short film about a pretty recent topic, I hope to release that in july/august. This might get the first video that I am satisfied with , I atleast hope so. When I am finished with the shooting days, I'll finally have the time to clear my mind and think about other projects. About Lost Mind; the video is not really good, I know. Shitty quality, weird concept, bad color-choices and all that. But I had to finish it, I had to prove to myself that I am able to finish a video like this and I did it. The overall worktime comes maybe to 2-3 months, the rest of the 6 -7 months were just a waste of time. This could be my last LoL-edit as well since I don't see a future in this community and don't enjoy the game anymore. And I really want to start to create art, but I always get a weird feeling when I try to make art with videogame-edits. I don't know, it just doesn't seem right. Special thanks to Oxidator ,TheSadMummy and everyone else who helped and motivated me to finish this edit, this would have already been a scrap after the first 2 months without you.